Saturday, March 17, 2012, 12:25 AM
I can't win, I can't reignI will never be the sameWithout you, without youI am lost, I am vain,I will never be the same Without you, without you
I won't run, I won't flyI will never make it byWithout you, without youI can't rest, I can't fightAll I need is you and IWithout you
Sunday, March 11, 2012, 7:57 PM
Our pathetic less than 24 hours of together time. Srsly saf be nicer to me give us more time pleaseee.
So anyway I've decided on which course to take in uni. Just have to cross my fingers and pray really hard that I'll get in.
And yes. No confinement this week pretty please :(
Thursday, March 08, 2012, 8:27 AM
2 more days. Surviving well thus far lol.
So sick and tired of work. I think I'll have more things to do if I chose a telemarketing job. And srsly I was thinking of doing telemarketing after my day job (from 7-10pm). Like quick $$$ :D haha but I figured that that was crazy and decided not to be so $.$ hahahaha
Solved xie's uni dilemma! Settled my own too. Hope we both get into the same course. Its like returning to square one, where we were both classmates in secondary 1 and 2 and we became really close. Haha hopefully there won't be losers who tries to spoil the friendship this time.
Okay back to work :/
Wednesday, March 07, 2012, 12:12 AM
Work has been boring. Just damn damn boring. Pre-underwriting was supposed to me a more challenging type of admin job but no. Its equally bad. The only awesome thing about my job is the 2 hour lunch break! (so i only work 7 hours a day!) Had swedish food for department lunch and boy, the food sucked. The steak was so tough i had to barbarically tear it apart with their uber blunt knife. But they had really good desserts though so maybe i'll go back there soon. When i have the money because the food is seriously expensive. Met my favourite girl for dinner after work and we had a really depressing talk about future. Guess we're equally screwed LOL. Seems like no matter which path we took isn't gonna make much of a difference. ohwell.Gonna meet amanda tomorrow yeshhh. Love the week i am practically meeting my fav people everyday! :DOooo applied for NYP but they need me to go down to nyp to submit documents by 10th march. But then i am way too lazy. Ohya plus the health science scholarship Zzzzz. Did i mention how freaking long the application is?!?! I tried twice to complete it but to no avail. Shall try again tomorrow night. Really shag already hoho.And YES im gonna bake choc chip cookies and shortbread cookies soon!! But really broke already im always spending so much on quality ingredients. Oh well this is for food sake!imissyoula Y U NO CALL ME :( sobsss 4 more days.
disoriented
Monday, March 05, 2012, 1:51 AM
Feeling really upset right now. Not the best time to be feeling down and crying my eyes out considering the fact that I have to wake up for work in approximately 4 hours. No one understands my pain. No one really cares about what is going on with my life. It's such a sad sad world.
6 more days.
And I'm either too nice, or just plain hypocritical, rendering my help to someone who doesn't deserve anything at all. Haha maybe this will help me accumulate more 'good karma'.
I'm just way too pathetic. I can't survive on my own.
Tuesday, February 28, 2012, 11:44 PM
I hate doing admin work argh. And despite the fact that I'm not doing the usual brainless admin, I'm still bored to death. I sat at the office from 8am to about 3pm and I only had 2 pre-underwriting worksheets to do.
Results are coming out on friday and surprisingly, I'm not scared/worried at all. I think over these 2 post-A's months, I convinced myself that I shouldn't be surprised if I failed A's and whatnot, so much so that I'm numbed. It's good though. Beats having insomnia or whatever on thursday. And I'm only looking forward to thursday because the boy gets to book out! He may have RT but I'll just assume he doesn't (hope he doesn't burst my bubble). I've got plans for his birthday! :)
A's results please look as pretty as me. I'm not asking for straight As I just don't wanna faillll :/
#imissyoula :(
Saturday, February 25, 2012, 12:33 AM
Realised that i'm spamming blog post because im bored and #foreveralone. Hahaha so yupz most of my close jc friends are in NS, the girls are busy working and i'm ponning work. Really #foreveralone already hahaha. Looking for recipes so that i can cook nice food for the boy for his birthday, but then again he might be confined over his birthday weekend so my efforts would go to waste :/ oh well.
Craving lemon tart now i am so tempted to cook a whole pot of lemon curd and eat it. Fattening but totally totally totally worth it.